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| Monday, August 13th, 2007 | | 8:01 am |
also and plus a merry birthday wishings to ms Loki. Current Music: SNOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP | | Tuesday, July 17th, 2007 | | 2:02 am |
| | Friday, July 13th, 2007 | | 4:07 pm |
I bend the sky to fit my brain, the greatest thing Ive ever seen. When I awake, the sound of drumming takes away my somber eyes. The truth denies me as I falter, steady lies my sullen gaze. Silently I feed my hunger, never needing rest again. Tragic is the great creator, impotent in his endless reach. Sweet and lovely is the song but never will I hear again. Current Mood: shuriken! | | Thursday, July 12th, 2007 | | 12:19 am |
THE MOST FUN YOU WILL EVER HAVE AT THIS MOMENT WITHOUT BEING AT DISNEYLAND!
01. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me." 02. I will respond by asking you five questions. I get to pick the questions. 03. You will post the answers to the questions (and the questions themselves) on your blog or journal. 04. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the same post. 05. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions. And so on and so on and so on... 1. You are offered the one thing you want more than anything in the world the only catch is you have to find someone whom you can give the one thing they want most and give it to them as well, do you accept why or why not? I accept of course. if I'm going to be that happy with life it would make me even happier to be able to seek out someone and give them their deepest desire too. it would be especially worthwhile if I knew the person was a "good" person and would want to do the same as well. to be honest, even if it didn't mean me getting what I wanted most I would still be glad to be able to make someone that happy. 2. Your favorite guilty pleasure? I don't really like to mix guilt with pleasure. if I end up feeling guilty about something later it's generally not going to be something I enjoyed. guilt is something I try not to experience unnecessarily or too often because people get too bogged down in thinking about and reliving the past and they forget that everything that happens was important enough that every little variable that had to take place at precisely the right moment in precisely the right sequence and way that they did happened, so it had a reason. we may not always like the reason and honestly its pretty damn often that I don't like how things happen, but even if I can't see the whole picture I realize that its happening because it had to. 3. You have 6 days left to live what do you do? tell everyone I love them, of course. sit back with some good company, enjoy some treats, listen to great music that makes me feel alive and reminds me of good times, write a letter to various people for them to read later on after I was gone. probably more things than I would have time for to be honest. I would give away everything I had too and make sure that anything I had went to people who needed it. 4. Favorite book? uhhhh right now its Fight Club (Palahniuk). overall my favorite books have been Cat's Cradle (Vonnegut), Fahrenheit 451 (Bradbury) and off the top of my head The Teachings of Don Juan: A Yaqui Way of Knowledge (Castaneda). 5. The 3 phrases you use most are? 1. for real? 2. if you say so 3. (I can't think of it right now, because I honestly don't listen to myself talking.) muchas gracias para la questionnaire. Current Mood: spintaneous | | Wednesday, July 11th, 2007 | | 5:32 pm |
SUPER CONTEST
so this is something fun to do, if you consider things fun. the winner (chosen by me of course) will receive a very spexial super drawing of something vague or obsequious that you can choose the subject of if you would like. its very simple, all you must do to enter is leave a comment and follow these di rec tions: I will post a series of acronyms that are known and unknown, a list if you'd like, and you must come up with a good wording for the letters. my words may be twizzlers but here is an example: MGD - major gyration dance LBC - living boxing cobra NYSE - nefarious young super eagles TCBY - trees cry beastly yells anyway. uh. you can use any of these letterings if you'd like for your acronym or others or pick from a list that I will hopefully come up with. you can submit between one and three, whatever is best for you. also, by the way, as well, if your acronym meaning has a obvious or unobvious or oblivious or ironic meaning than extra points. here is some more: COD NASA FEMA MLB PSP CAB JOR TPS (MUA HA HA) CBB or anything else. thankyou and goodluck ahead of time but if no one tries this than disregard the previous thankyou and goodluck. thankyou. Current Mood: nimbulus | | Thursday, June 28th, 2007 | | 5:37 pm |
On the twelfth day of Christmas,  shelbysmith sent to me... Twelve shadows drumming Eleven shapes writing Ten guitars observing Nine chaos dreaming Eight vibrations a-singing Seven colors understanding Six physics a-reading Five anci-i-i-ient religions Four tori amos Three coffee shops Two quantum mechanics ...and a tea in a philosophy. | | 5:21 pm |
Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with
Shelby Smith's Disorder | | Cause: | secret military experiments | | Symptoms: | frequent back pain, brittle bones, being unable to close mouth | | Cure: | sleep | |
I KNEW IT | | 5:12 pm |
| | 5:08 pm |
halfway through the year new years resolutions!!
In 2007, shelbysmith resolves to... Keep my flow clean. Give up old religions. Backup my evolution regularly. Take spirit_guardian singing. Buy new arcane practices. Go to inspiration every Sunday. Im not sure what keep my flow clean means? anyone caring to enlighten me if they know would be appreciated. Current Mood: shim shim sharoo | | Wednesday, June 27th, 2007 | | 4:35 pm |
Deep in the valley of lions, we watch through scarred eyes. It is here that we witness the inherent capability in men to destroy the lives of one another. It is here that we give ourselves up to the almighty Jah, breathing free the blessed air. Our world watches and yet most people never focus their ice filled eyes or open their stale hearts. It is in this struggle that we become a channel to be changed freely and without refrain, though in our very real world change does not come as easily as it does framed inside an electric box. Everywhere here is gone now. All that once was exists only in the shadows cast by night. We are separate. On the cold faded ruins of this great place, of what once was the land of my father and his father before, new blueprints are laid down but new life does not grow. These streets which once were teeming with life now lie decrepit and empty. Many times in my life I wandered these streets alone, but never was I without friend or family nearby. Many times have I seen these sights, but somehow now I see them for the first time. For my fathers land there was no blessed resurrection, no great and sudden return of its sacred people in huddled masses. We stand together, though separate, and stare at the sky awaiting our great messenger. Even now Jah remains silent. Through these trials I hold my head up high. All is not lost. Though tragedy was our precursor and bloody revolution was somehow necessary in the eyes of the almighty, hope will bring us forward. This lasting hope and this alone is all that many of my people have left. We may return home, but without food or shelter or money to support ourselves, we wonder what it is that we are returning to. We may not escape the next conflict, of this many of us are aware. But it is enough to return for what we have left; our hope and our home. Current Mood: Radiohead-tastic | | Tuesday, June 5th, 2007 | | 4:47 pm |
| | Saturday, March 24th, 2007 | | 10:32 pm |
1. Grab the nearest book. 2. Open the book to page 23. 3. Find the fifth sentence. 4. Post the text of the next three sentences in your journal along with these instructions. 5. Don't dig for your favorite book, the cool book, or the intellectual one: pick the CLOSEST. 6. Tag five other people to do the same. (the weird thing is thats the page I was on, I was reading earlier after seeing The Last Mimzy which all of you wonderful people need to see.) "They constructed base camps and became dependant on a division of labor, by which some individuals, probably the females, wandered less and devoted more time to the care of the young; others, primarily or exclusively the males, dispersed widely in the search for animal prey. Bi-pedalism conferred a great advantage in open-country locomotion. It also freed the arms, permitting the ancestral man-apes to use tools and to carry dead animals and other food back to the base camp." a quote of Charles J. Lumsden and Edward O. Wilson writing about how early humans that made their way through evolutionary selection and eventually became erect. the quote itself is originally taken from the book Promethean Fire: Reflections on the Origin of Mind, but in this case it is a quote by Terence Mckenna in Food of the Gods. It actually is the closest book, Im working on rereading it after having read it a year or two ago. Shelby | | Friday, March 16th, 2007 | | 12:36 am |
| | Saturday, March 3rd, 2007 | | 6:14 pm |
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contact
today I turned on my television as I sat down to read my new book, which I believe is called The Nephilim, The Pyramids, and the Apocalypse. to my surprise Contact was coming on, so I watched it and read during the commercials. little did I know of the sordid implications this movie brought. anyone else have an opinion on this movie? Current Mood: combustedCurrent Music: none, but soon to be Buckley or Matthews | | 10:59 am |
I am alive
This is my message to all of you. this is my first posting in quite some time, so I suppose I must state the most important and then probably just quote the insanity that lives inside my headspace. first, I am free and not in jail. to any of you that know my story so far, you will appreciate this as much as I do. three years is not too long to be on probation, not at all. now that that is over with and done, I have somethings to tell all of you. first of all I am the end result of many many years of tinkering, as are many of you that I speak to or dont speak to on my friends list. those that come from stars nearby Sirius or the like know what I speak of, indeed hold an inherent Knowing that stems from an unconscious bond that is slowly drawing all of us together. it is probably quite physically similar to the bond that is pulling time into a tighter and tighter spiral and speeding up our expedition into the stars. I hold in my minds eye the time in which we will stand together against the forces that would steal our energy and hold us longer in this psychotic illusion of a bubble then we already have had to withstand. even now I feel some of you pawing at my psychic walls, tearing away cellophane wrapping that keeps your true brainsouls in perplexed astonishment. keep working at it. you will not have worked at this in vain when the time comes that time itself is undone. The world will one day need all of us. of this I am quite sure. I advise all of you to be very wary of angels and demons, and any other of the races that long ago interfered in our experiment on earth. some of them are surely working towards our re-creation, but some are surely not. I have noticed lately three flashes of light, three angels that have been watching and making notations. I do not feel these new energies are familiar to me, and I do not believe my bloodline to stem from them in the slightest. some of the time these energies will manifest in the physical, and they may lead you astray when they can. often the person will have no idea of the hold that the creature has over them, simply thinking they are operating off of motivations of their own. introspection will show this to be incorrect, so examine and be quick to accept your immediate Knowledge gained when first meeting someone. this information is invaluable and incredibly useful in discerning those who would aid our quest from those who would put us off. that is all I have to say for now, thankyou kindly if you took the time to read this and if you did not then you simply were not meant to. thankyou either way for being. Shelby Current Mood: corollary starsCurrent Music: eternal life | | Thursday, February 22nd, 2007 | | 1:12 pm |
thankyou kindly blue doopa doo
If I were a book, I would be written by: Jesus or somebody with long hair. If I were a food, I would be: walnuts? because I am crazy. If I were a place, I would be: everything convoluted and split into separate variables. If I were a taste, I would be: cherries If I were a scent, I would be: sacred jezebel! If I were a religion, I would be: religion! I would be the one that they meant in the first place, but it is an existance within a non existance and thusly something I Would grow quite attach ed to. If I were a word, I would be: blogules! If I were a body part I would be: the sexiest body part of all, the kneecap. If I were a facial expression I would be: utter confusion and excitement. If I were a shape I would be: a trapezoid with an infinite number of sides-es. If I were a number I would be: two and three but only when theyre different. If I were an item of clothing, I would be: a muu-muu. (I dont even know what that means) If I were a piece of jewelry, I would be: part of me is held inside of the Chaos Star around my neck. If I were a stone, I would be... citrine blue lace agate and also possibly firestone. If I were a tree, I would be a... the world tree. it seems I would gain the most from this. If I were a bird, I would be a... a great white eagle, of course. If I were an insect, I would be a... fourty foot tall scorpion! MUA HA HA HA!!! If I were a machine, I would be a... the kind of machine that requires very little knowledge or ability to fix and can be fixed by anyone. otherwise I would probably break down too much. If I were a tool, I would be a... soulstone sword (stolen souls mua ha ha!) If I were a fruit, I would be a... pixiefruit If I were a flower, I would be a... the kind that opens up and has big sharp teeth and eats insects that try to be lazy and live on me. If I were a kind of weather, I would be... I am often the most subtle of storms until the moment when the whole sky seems to crack and fall apart. If I were a mythical creature, I would be a... nefilim If I were a musical instrument, I would be a.. didgeridoo! If I were a kind of profession, I would be.. a shaman and a soulguide. If I were an animal, I would be a... white wolf or great white eagle If I were anything in the world, I would be.. thought forced into one ness and left to become nothing. If I were a color, I would be... the blue of the soul stream from which we were all rescued and redone. If I were a fragrance, I would be.. sexiness (not sex! sex smells something I wouldnt want to all the time) If I were an emotion, I would be.. blessed confoundedness If I were a state or feeling, I would be.. wonder! If I were a sound, I would be... sacred drum If I were an Element, I would be.. whatever the hell the sixth element is | | Wednesday, November 29th, 2006 | | 10:01 pm |
"I Will Follow You Into The Dark" Love of mine some day you will die But I'll be close behind I'll follow you into the dark No blinding light or tunnels to gates of white Just our hands clasped so tight Waiting for the hint of a spark If Heaven and Hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark In Catholic school as vicious as Roman rule I got my knuckles bruised by a lady in black And I held my tongue as she told me "Son fear is the heart of love" So I never went back If Heaven and Hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark You and me have seen everything to see From Bangkok to Calgary And the soles of your shoes are all worn down The time for sleep is now It's nothing to cry about Cause we'll hold each other soon The blackest of rooms If Heaven and Hell decide That they both are satisfied Illuminate the NOs on their vacancy signs If there's no one beside you When your soul embarks Then I'll follow you into the dark Then I'll follow you into the dark | | Thursday, June 22nd, 2006 | | 3:41 pm |
seems so familiar...
I've got a cupboard with cans of food, filtered water, And pictures of you and i'm not coming out Until this is all over And i'm looking through the glass where the light bends At the cracks And i'm screaming at the top of my lungs pretending The echoes belong to someone Someone i used to know And we become silhouettes when our bodies finally go Ba ba ba... I wanted to walk through the empty streets And feel something constant under my feet, But all the news reports recommended that I stay indoors Because the air outside will make our cells Divide at an alarming rate until our shells Simply cannot hold all our insides in, And that's when we'll explode (and it won't be a pretty sight) And we'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go Ba ba ba... And we'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go Ba ba ba... And we'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go Ba ba ba... And we'll become silhouettes when our bodies finally go Ba ba ba... And we'll become And we'll become | | Saturday, April 22nd, 2006 | | 1:03 am |
oh look!
I exist. yet again. maybe this old thing will help me write again. good adieu. |
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